A Woman of Conviction Ch 22
Chapter 22
BPOV
Burgundy and gold drape
the benches and the bows holding together the lilies for the bouquets we’re
holding. Tanya is shifting her feet as Carlisle pats her hand that’s holding
onto his arm.
Carlisle was shocked
when Tanya asked him to give her away. But once he heard her story, how her
parents and Irina’s parents disowned them for being gay, he was proud to be the
one to walk her down the aisle to Irina.
I take a look at myself
in the mirror; I’m wearing a burgundy dress with one strap and a gold sash
around the waist, draping down the back of the dress. I have my hair just as
Tanya asked, half up and in curls that frame my face.
I turn around looking at
my best friend, my sister. She’s wearing a mermaid style dress that is open in
the back with gorgeous lace patterns. He hair is pinned up with just a few
strands left out to frame her face. She’s the epitome of the saying, a blushing
bride. Alice is in front of me, then Rose just before her. Lucian and
Damon are the ushers, and I can hear them laughing as they seat people. I’m
hoping that Edward is keeping them in line. Irina has Jasper, Edward, and
Emmett all standing with her. I can’t help but chuckle, because she decided to
fit into the groom role, even going so far as to wearing a tux.
It’s been six months
since they announced their engagement and all of us have been there every step
of the way to help plan for today. It hasn’t been easy since I’ve been so busy.
The fanfiction publishing finally launched and it’s been very profitable for
Edward and Heidi’s publishing house. Now that I’m done with that, I’ve started
working on getting things going for the center for single parents. On top of
that, we’ve been redecorating and remodeling the house, so we can finish moving
in tomorrow.
The music starts,
breaking me out of my daydream. Rose hits her cue and begins to walk, followed
by Alice.
I take one last look at
Tan. “I’ll see you down there, girl.” I smile and she returns a shaky one.
I walk down the aisle
toward Irina, who’s standing there looking radiant in her tux. My eyes don’t
move from Edward; he looks edible in his tux and boutonniere. He gives me his
crooked smile, his eyes twinkling as I walk down.
I wonder what it will be
like walking down the aisle towards him under a different context.
When it’s Lucian and
Damon’s turn, they roll out a lace runner for Tanya to walk on, then wait for
the wedding march before opening the doors, displaying Tanya and Carlisle.
I cry all through the
ceremony, watching two people who helped me when I was at the lowest of the
lows bind themselves to each other in the best way possible.
We get through the
pictures and then head off to the reception.
“I was a scared
eighteen-year-old girl trying to figure out how I was going to raise my boys. I
walked into Paul’s Diner for my first shift and Tanya was there. She took me
under her wing and taught me everything. When she introduced me to Irina, all I
could see was pure love; they only had each other, but that’s all they wanted
or needed. I was truly blessed they chose us to be part of that love. To Tanya
and Irina.” I raise my glass while everyone chants after me.
We dance and drink
Edward holds me close as the boys run around.
“I can’t wait for this
to be our day, to be dancing as husband and wife,” Edward whispers in my ear as
we sway back and forth to the music.
I look into his eyes,
seeing so much love in them as he looks back at me. I hope he sees just as much
love in mine.
“I can’t wait,” I reply
softly.
I watch my sisters leave
in the limo heading to a two-week honeymoon in Hawaii that Edward gave them for
a gift.
I lean on Edward; the
boys are long gone with Esme and Carlisle. “I’m ready to go to the apartment.”
He sweeps my hair away
and kisses the base of my neck. “I’ll text Garrett.”
I’m happy that the
vehicle we’re in has privacy glass, because Edward and I are making out like
teenagers as we drive to the apartment.
“Baby, we’d better stop,
I’d rather not take you in the back of this car and have to kill Garrett for
hearing something that only I should be hearing.”
I chuckle into his
chest, and then I slide off his lap and sit next to him as Garrett pulls up to
the building and opens the door for us to get out. As Edward wraps his arm
around my shoulder, I hear my name called.
I turn to see who it’s
coming from, gasping at the sight before me. It’s Leah, but she looks so thin,
so tiny. One eye is swollen shut with stitches above it, her top lip is four
times bigger than normal. I see her left arm in a sling. I also see what looks
like finger shaped bruise marks on her neck.
I walk up to her, all
previous hostility gone. “Oh, God, Leah, what happened?”
“I’m sorry, I know you
don’t like me, but I had nowhere else to go,” she sobs, and collapses in my
arms.
I wrap them around her,
holding her close as she cries. I look to Edward, who is on the phone with
someone.
“It’s okay, sweetie,
let’s get you inside.” I have her lean on me as we slowly make it up to the
apartment. I can feel Edward’s presence behind us.
I get her onto the
couch, still holding her close and hoping that I’m not hurting her.
“Leah, what happened?”
Edward asks in a soft yet commanding tone.
She pulls away from me,
wiping her tears away. “About a week ago, I walked into the shop to surprise
Jake at work. Instead, I got the surprise. He was fucking a teenager on his
desk.” She curls her fat lip in disgust. “I yelled at him, they quickly got
dressed, and I got her to call her parents; she was sixteen, fucking sixteen,”
she growls out. I can feel the dinner from the reception wanting to come back
up.
“Her parents pressed
charges, and I gave a statement as an eyewitness. Jake was arrested, but his
dad must have posted bail, because he showed up at my place and just started to
hit me, yelling at me that everything was my fault.” A sob escapes her, and I
rub her back while waiting for her to calm back down.
“I managed to get away
and call the cops, and I went to the hospital. They patched me up and I made
another statement, but I was so scared. I didn’t want to listen to Charlie and
my mom about how right they were. I just, I’m sorry.”
I hug her again, looking
at Edward over her head, who’s wearing an indecipherable look. I sigh, noticing
that her breathing has evened out.
“I think she passed
out,” I whisper in Edward’s direction. He nods his head and helps me get her
more comfortable on the couch and we disappear into our bedroom.
I rub my hands over my
face. It’s been a perfect day. I was going to ravish my glorious man after he
ripped this dress off. Now? Ugh.
“I should probably get
ahold of Charlie, so he and his wife can come help with her,” I say to Edward.
I turn to him. He has taken his dress jacket off and the tie is untied and
still dangling around his neck.
“I think that would be a
good idea.” His voice is curt.
I furrow my brows.
“What’s wrong, babe?”
He sits down on the edge
of the bed and pulls me to stand between his legs. “Did he ever touch you,
Bella?” His voice is low and shaky.
I gasp as things come
into perspective. “No, Edward, I never knew he could do such a thing. He was
always loud and intimidating, but he never laid a hand on me.”
I see a weight lift off
his shoulders. I feel his hand on my back bringing me closer to him. I hum as I
rub my hands up and down his back.
“Call Charlie so that
Leah’s mom can come up tomorrow and help with her.” He falls back on our bed.
I chuckle, knowing he
was very much looking forward to ripping my dress off. It’s late, so I know
it’ll take a bit for him to answer his phone.
“Hello.” His voice is
thick with sleep as he answers.
“Charlie, it’s Bella.”
I hear him curse,
followed by some shuffling. “Is everything okay, do you need me to get you, is
it the boys?”
“No, no. I’m okay, the
boys are okay,” I quickly cut his rambling off. Something inside me moves at
the way he worries over us.
He clears his throat.
“What’s going on, Bella?”
“Leah is here, and she’s
in bad shape. She was afraid to call you and your wife because she didn’t want
to have it thrown in her face how wrong she was. But,” I sigh. “She really
needs her mom,” I say softly, thinking of all the times I really needed my mom,
but I didn’t have her.
“What happened to her?”
Charlie questions me.
I take a deep breath and
let it out. “She caught Jake cheating with an underage girl. Cops were
involved, Billy bailed him out, and when Jake got out he went straight to Leah
and beat the crap out of her.” I shorten the story, knowing Leah can fill in
the details.
“Shit, Sue, hon,” I hear
him start to wake up his wife.
“Charlie, listen, she’s
fine for tonight, so if you just want to come up in the morning, we can figure
everything out then.” I’m thinking how late it would be if they tried driving
up tonight.
“Are you sure, I know
Leah and you aren’t on good terms.” His voice gives away his uneasiness.
“She’s fine, she’s
already asleep. I don’t hold anything against her. I just want to help,” I say
quietly into the phone. I don't know what else to say. Edward must sense my
confusion and wraps his arms around my waist.
“Thank you, we’ll
leaving first thing in the morning.” I give him the apartment address. “Love
you, Bella, see you tomorrow.”
I sigh, the words just
at the tip of my tongue. “Bye, Charlie.” I still can’t say them. I place the
phone on the end table on my side of the bed. I feel Edward’s lips kiss the
base of my neck.
“It’s okay if you want
to start a relationship with him. There is no wrong thing when it comes to your
dad,” he murmurs into my skin.
“I think at my next
appointment I’ll talk about it, I just don’t know how to feel right now. Leah
needs her mom, and-” I swallow hard. “She came to me, Edward, and it-” I shake
my head, not wanting to cry.
He unzips my dress, then
unclips my bra. I hear him open and shut a drawer.
“Arms up, baby.” I do as
he says, and he puts a shirt on me. “Lay in bed while I get ready.”
I nod my head, curling
into a ball on the bed. Leah came to me for help, and I want to help her. I’m
okay with her wanting a relationship with me, I just don’t know why.
Edward climbs in and
wraps himself around me. “It’s okay, no one is going to judge you on anything.”
His kisses the top of my head.
I sigh in contentment.
He’s right, I’m just going to go day by day and see where it takes me.
The bed is cold when I
wake up. I stretch my body and get out of bed, grabbing my robe. I hear muffled
voices. I tiptoe out, not wanting to disturb anyone.
“I have to thank you for
letting me stay here.” I hear Leah’s shaking voice.
“Of course, Leah,”
Edward answers in a soothing voice.
“I really didn’t think
Bella would be so nice.”
“Bella is an amazing
person with a big heart. She doesn’t want anyone to ever feel what she has
felt,” Edwards answers. It has my heart beating hard against my chest.
“Jake said so many
horrible things about her, that she was manipulative, she forced him to give up
his kids, and she would tell lies about him to them. He was the one lying,
wasn’t he?” I can hear her tears.
“Yes.” His voice is
steel.
“I didn’t mean to upset
you.”
“You didn’t, it’s the
thought of that,” he clears his throat. I am sure it was to rethink what he was
going to say. “I’m sure Bella has clothes that you can wear, why don’t you take
a shower.”
“Okay.”
I go to the closest box
and pull some stuff out that I think would be good for her, and then I walk out
to the kitchen where I see my man sitting on a stool drinking coffee.
“Morning, love,” he
greets me with a smile.
I return the smile.
“Morning, babe. Leah’s showering?”
His eyes study my face,
and I’m sure he sees something. “You heard, didn’t you?”
I nod my head, taking my
eyes away from him. Before anymore can be said, the door buzzes, signaling that
someone’s here. Nerves wrack my body; this is the first time being this
close to Charlie since we met for lunch.
“I’ll get the door,
love.” Edward kisses the top of my head and leaves me in the kitchen to sort
myself out.
“Nice to see you again,
Mr. Cullen,” I hear a low woman’s voice greet Edward.
“Mrs. Swan, please call
me Edward.” His charm is in full swing.
I hear her chuckle.
“It’s Sue, then.”
I’m sure I’m about to
make my lip bleed as I nibble on it. Edward’s tall frame and messy hair come
around the corner with Charlie and his wife.
As I take in Sue,
despite her joking demeanor with Edward, I can see the circles under her eyes.
The brown eyes that meet mine are bloodshot from lack of sleep.
“How is my child?” Her
voice is thick with worry.
“She’s a bit of a wreck.
Edward got her to take a shower; I just know she really needs a mom.” I turn
away and make myself busy with the little amount of dishes in the sink.
Leah gets out of the
shower and sees her mom, beginning to cry again and apologizing for not
listening. Charlie embraces them both, whispering how it was not her fault.
I become numb at the
sight before me. I want to be angry that he’s there for her when he was never
there for me. I want to be jealous that she has that with him. But instead, I’m
just content that she does have a support system.
Charlie and Sue sit with
Leah on the couch while Edward and I begin to gather things and prepare for the
movers that are going to be showing up.
“I can’t go back to
Forks, I have work,” Leah protests.
“Where are you going to
stay then, sweetie, you aren’t going back to the apartment,” Sue asks her.
Her shoulders sag in
defeat. I don’t know why this bothers me, maybe because I know how Jake has won
so many times, and this just can’t be one of them.
“This apartment is
available. And the rent is fairly cheap.” I can’t help but smile when I look
over to the man who raises his brow at me, trying to contain his smile.
“Really?” Leah looks at
me with such hope.
I smile and sit next to
her. “Yes, considering the man who owns this place loves me, I can even bet you
won’t have to worry about anything at all until we get you up and going.”
“Thank you,” Leah sobs,
and I embrace her.
**AWOC**
I pucker my lips to
apply the light pink lipstick. My eyes are glowing with happiness. My hair is
down and curled. A teal strapless dress covers my frame.
It’s been two months
since Leah came to me for help. I have grown to think of her as another sister,
and Irina has taken her on as a client. Sue has become another close member in
my ever-growing family. I can see why Charlie married her; I see similarities
to my own mom in her. As for Charlie, I treat him as an acquaintance and I'm
slowly learning who he is now. My therapists say this is a good approach to
building a new relationship.
I sigh, fluffing my hair
and walking out of my new bathroom. I love our house so much. Already so many
new things are happening. Rose announced her pregnancy just two weeks ago here
during a family dinner.
I smile so wide that it
actually hurts thinking about tonight. Edward is taking me out because, as
he put it, he fucking can. I think with all the things going on at work he
needs some quality time with me.
I walk down the stairs,
seeing Edward dressed in a dark suit with no tie. He looks good enough to eat.
His eyes are dark,
drinking me in. “God, Bella, how am I supposed to be a gentleman with you
looking like that, love?”
I can’t help but laugh
as I reach him. He takes my hand and brushes his lips against my fingers. “Mr.
Cullen, the charmer,” I joke.
He chuckles, running his
hand through his hair. “I thought I was going to be able to make it to dinner.”
I furrow my brows in
confusion. “Edward?”
“When I first saw you in
the diner, I couldn’t believe how gorgeous you were. Then I watched what an
amazing mother you are to our boys. I watch you work your ass off to give them
everything they could ever need.” Edward gets down on one knee, opening the black
box in his hand.
I can’t help but gasp.
“I want to give you the
world. I want to give you anything you could ever need or want. I love you,
Isabella Swan, marry me?”
“Yes, yes!” I sob out.
Edward quickly stands, giving me the gorgeous ring from the box and slipping it
on my finger. “I love you so much, Edward.” I kiss him hard on the mouth.
“How set are you about
going out,” he moans into my mouth.
“Not at all, take me to
our room, baby.”
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