A Woman of Conviction CH 14
Chapter 14
EPOV
I feel like a man
starved when my lips touch Bella’s. I just want to give her a sweet, gentle
kiss, but when I meet her lips something else takes over. My body disconnects
from my head. My tongue sweeps across her bottom lip, wanting access to her
mouth. She grants it to me with a moan. God, she tastes like mint and
chocolate; I can feel her hands find their way to my hair, yanking it to bring
me closer to her body. My hands land on her hips, causing me to groan in
pleasure. My dick is so hard it must be touching her stomach.
She gently pushes my
chest to stop our make-out session. Her hand is up to her mouth when I look at
her.
What the fuck did I just
do, I dry humped her after being confronted by her dead-beat dad’s new wife and
her shit bag ex’s fiancée.
“Shit, Bella, I’m sorry.
I was just wanting to give you a kiss, not...” I rake my hands through my hair;
I might go bald if I continue this shit.
I feel her gentle touch.
“It takes two, Edward, but we can’t let that happen again.”
“What? Bella.” I move my
hands from my hair to the back of my neck. I can’t keep pretending that she’s
just an employee. I look into her eyes, showing her just how serious I am.
“I’ve wanted to kiss you since the first day in the diner. I want to be more to
you than your boss.”
“But you are my
boss, Edward. I can’t lose my job when you get tired of me.” She turns away
from me. She looks so small and tired. I can see that she’s wrapped her arms
around herself as if she’s protecting herself from any more heartaches.
I need her to be closer
to me, and I want to see those warm chocolate eyes. I pull on her arm gently so
I won’t hurt her. As she faces me I can see her eyes are moist, and I brush her
smooth hair off her shoulder.
“I would never do that
to you. I will spend the rest of my life proving that I am not that kind of
man.”
“Edward, I…” I watch
emotion after emotion cross her face before she pulls away from me.
“I can’t do this right
now.”
“You’re right this
was—shit.” My timing is shit. This is shit, I should have waited, I am a
selfish prick.
“It’s not that I don’t
want you, Edward. I do,” she confesses to me while she brushes her hair with
her fingers.
I look at her in a plain
tee and jeans, no makeup, and she looks so gorgeous. I know that I just want to
be with her. “I need better timing, this whole shit storm with Jake, and now
these women coming around… I just, I want to be whatever you need.”
Something crosses her
features as she stares at me. “I need you to hold me while I fall apart for a
minute.”
I don’t let her finish
her sentence before I sweep her up and take her to the couch so we can be
comfortable while she breaks down. Her whole body shakes from the sobs, and I
do my best to comfort her as I hold her close to me. She cries for a good ten
minutes before she quiets down and her breathing evens out.
Damon and Lucian decide
at that time to come out of their rooms.
“Is Mom okay?” Damon’s
whisper is full of concern.
“Yeah, it’s just that a
lot happened today. Why don’t you guys get a snack or something and hang out in
your rooms until she wakes up.” I feel bad asking them to hide out in their
rooms, but I’m sure Bella really doesn’t want her kids to see her this way.
Bella doesn’t stay
asleep long; I can feel her breathing change, and she adjusts herself so her
face is pressed into my chest.
“Are you sure you want
to attempt anything with me? I tend to cry a lot,” she says into my chest.
My mind flashes to Kate
and how fake she was to me. I never knew what kind of bitch she was until she
tried walking away with my hard-earned money. Not wanting to bring things down
any more, I chuckle lightly, “I like that you aren’t afraid to be who you are.”
She leans up and scans
my face with her eyes. “I’m really scared, Edward, I can’t-”
Without thinking it
through, I blurt, “I’ll write up a contract if you’re scared that I would fire
you. Honestly, I’ll wait for you, I just don’t want to hold back my feelings
anymore.”
A smile is playing on
her lips at my rambling. I wonder if she really wants me to draw up a contract.
If that’s what it takes to prove to her that I would never hurt her and I would
never use our personal relationship to cloud our professional one.
“I want to go slow, go
on dates, and keep it from the boys until we get more serious. I don’t need a
contract.” Her smile becomes more pronounced as she continues to talk. “I know
deep down that you aren’t like that.”
Thank fuck! I peck her lips, trying to keep myself in
check because I’m going to do as she asks and go slow. I will go slower than a
fucking snail to make her happy. Because she’s worth everything.
Monday comes, and
watching Bella lose it because it’s the boys’ first day of school is so fucking
cute to watch. She fusses over their hair and clothes and takes a shit ton of
pictures all morning, and it’s no different when we get to the school.
She has me take her
picture with the boys, but then she turns and asks me if I want one, too. I’m
shocked as fuck, not because I don’t want to, but because I do and I’m just
surprised that she thought to include me.
Lucian’s smile melts my
heart when he shouts for me to take the picture with them.
Bella sends the picture to
my phone as we’re driven to work. I immediately make it my background, and the
one of Bella and the boys is my lock screen.
Bella rattles off what
the schedule is for today.
“Okay, so is there any
time for me and you to go over Heidi’s proposal?” I ask before she notices that
I wasn’t paying attention whatsoever to the day’s schedule. Thank god, she
emails me everything on top of telling me.
I glance up, watching
her bite her lip as she finds a spot in the schedule for us to talk. I know
she’s worked hard on the proposal to see if it’s worth the investment. She
spent all weekend doing research and making a presentation for me. She really
didn’t need to do all that, but I don’t want her to be discouraged; I love that
she’s putting this much effort into it.
“When we get in, we have
an hour and half free.”
She looks stunning
today, I haven’t really taken a good look this morning due to the boys’ first
day at school. She’s wearing a blue dress that accents the curves that are
appearing with the weight she’s putting on. “I guess we’ll discuss the proposal
when we get in.”
“You shouldn’t look at
me like that, we have to separate work and our relationship,” she scolds
me. Shit, busted.
“Anything for you,
Bella,” I chuckle at her. She crosses her ankles and I notice her thighs press
tightly together. She wants me just as much as I want her.
Arriving at the office,
I wait for her at my desk as she brings in a folder and a poster board. Where
the hell did that come from?
I listen to all the data
she’s gathered and her passion is noticeable in her stance and voice. I am just
stunned at how much work she really did to get all of this together.
“I think what she wants
to accomplish is possible. It’s going to take a lot of work and networking. But
I think it’ll be worth everything when it comes together.” Bella gives me a
proud smile. And she should be this proud, my actual researchers don’t even do
this much fucking work and they get paid to do just that.
I should let her lead
this up, she has the motivation, the skills, and the passion. “Good, call Heidi
and get it all worked out and tell her you’re going to head the project with
her.” I gather up the papers and put them back into the folder.
Bella’s mouth pops open
a bit and she stares at me with a blank expression. “What?”
“I know you heard what I
said,” I try to keep the laugh in.
“This wouldn’t have
anything to do with the relationship you want to have with me, would it?”
Bella’s eyes are narrowed in at me as her knuckles turn white from grabbing my
desk to lean into me. I’m stunned that she would really think that I would do
that to her. That is the farthest thing from my mind.
“What? No! Fucking
Christ, Bella! This,” I feel the pain shoot up my finger as I slam it down on
the folder of her work, “is why I want you to head this project. The most
senior researcher at my company wouldn’t have delved this deep. I want you
because you have a passion for the subject. I would never use what we have
going between us to intervene at work. I worked too hard to lose everything
that way. No offense.” I should have shut up before I said the last part. I
don’t want her to think that my company is more important than her and the
boys, but I’m not going to just throw away all this hard work to get her to trust
me.
I sit frozen when she
smiles wide and walks brazenly over to me and plants a quick kiss on my mouth.
“Good, and I have never
been so happy to hear that.”
I stay in my seat and
stare at my door for a good fifteen minutes before I realize I’d better get to
fucking work.
First thing is, I need
to get ahold of Jenkins and have him start digging dirt on Jake. Fucking
Jake.
I grab the office phone
and dial up Jenkins. It rings twice before his sleep-thickened voice answers.
“Jenkins.”
“Jenkins, it’s Cullen, I
need you to dig up everything you can on a Jake Black or Jacob Black. He’s of
Indian descent from Forks, Washington or somewhere really close to it.” My
voice is steel as I tell him what I want.
“How long do I have?” he
answers, more awake now.
I think for a moment. “I
want the info as it comes in. You’ll be paid weekly until I get what I need.”
“I’ll have something by
the week’s end,” I hear the receiver click, signaling he hung up.
There are very few
people that I tolerate that from and he is one of them, only because he can
find the secrets of the dead. He’s just that good. I know he can help me
fulfill the promise I made to Damon.
With that out of the
way, I start in with my emails and get ready for my first meeting of the day.
I’m in my zone after my
skype meeting with Aro about an expansion into organic foods when I hear
knocking on my door.
“Yeah!” I yell in
annoyance.
The door creaks open.
“I’m going down to Jasper’s office, can you come with me?” Bella’s voice seeps
with uncertainty.
I can’t help but feel
ashamed that I yelled at her. I stand up and button my jacket and lead her to
Jasper’s office.
Bella and I sit down at
the conference table, and I can see her shaking slightly.
“I want to terminate his
rights, but I also want for him to meet Damon once before it becomes official.”
I am so proud of what she demands, even though I think she should take him to
the cleaners and I really don’t want the bastard around my boys. Fuck.
Not mine… yet.
Jasper smiles, writing down
what she wants. “Sounds good. Would you like to also have back child support
paid up until the rights being terminated?”
I watch as Bella furrows
her eyebrows and then her nose scrunches up as she explains how she never filed
anything.
Jasper and Irina
exchange a look, then Jasper quickly pulls a paper out. “Back after Damon was
born, it looks like someone filed for child support. Just never aggressively
pursued it. So, it fell in the system’s cracks.”
Well, shit. I look over
to Bella who’s white as a sheet. I want to scoop her up and take her away from
all of this.
She puts her hand out,
and in a quivering voice asks to see the paper.
I scoot in close to her
so I can push her hair out of her face. “What is it?”
She explains to us that
it’s her father’s signature on the paper.
Jasper quickly explains
that it’s still good because she was a minor, so her father could legally act
on her behalf. “Do you want to pursue back child support with everything else?”
She answers immediately,
“Yes.”
That night while I’m at
home, I think about that paper. Her dad kicked her out but still tried helping
her. What the hell is going on with Charlie Swan?
I grab my cell and dial
Jenkins and tell him to gather everything on Charles Swan as well.
Jenkins comes to my
office on Friday with two thick folders. Bella doesn’t even ask who he is. It
doesn’t surprise me, considering that she and Heidi are so busy with gathering
things for the fanfiction expansion of the publishing house, on top of her
duties with me, the boys’ practices, and spending time with me outside of work.
He hands me the folders.
“That Jacob Black is a piece of work.”
I start looking through
the folder, disgusted at what I’m seeing. Lucian and Damon are not his only
kids, and not the only ones he gave up.
“He has four other kids,
all girls. Two of them live in New York, one in Florida, and last one is in
Michigan. The mothers were about 16, 17, and 18. They span from three years old
to about six,” he tells me as I scan through the pictures.
“And he never paid child
support on any of them.” I’m sure he can hear the anger in my voice.
“No, he managed to walk
away, giving up his rights to all of them. Bella, as far as I can tell, is the
first to take him to court.”
I grunt, too pissed to
say much more as I look through what he has gathered on Jacob. “What about
Charlie?” I slam the folder shut.
Jenkins whistles, “That
guys has problems.”
I nod my head for him to
continue.
“After his wife died, he
picked up a drinking habit that seemed to get worse as the years went on. He
got a lot of DUIs, and then the year he kicked his daughter out he actually got
busted drinking on the job and was given the option of going to rehab, or jail
and losing his pension.”
I stare at Charlie Swan;
it’s a recent picture, and he looks like a man that regrets life. As he
should. “I assume he became a changed man after rehab,” I grit out.
“Yeah, he reconnected
with Sue Clearwater about three years ago and then got married a year after
that.“
“Thank you, keep
digging.” I dismiss him as I hide the files away for me to go through later.
This is how it goes
almost every Friday; he brings me back something new on Jacob Black and Charlie
Swan. I put everything he gathers in a locked drawer for me to keep for a rainy
day.
I don’t tell Bella what
I’m doing, because as far as the case is going, there isn’t anything I need to
do yet. I’m letting Jasper and Irina handle it.
Every day we take the
kids to school and go to work. While we’re at work, we remain professional.
After work, we cuddle and watch movies at her home. If it’s a practice day, we
go out to eat afterward, and on non-practice days Bella makes a home cooked
meal for us.
I love every minute of
this time we spend together. We haven’t done much but kiss, and I haven’t taken
her on a date yet, but with everything going on we’ve been busy, her even more
so with the project with Heidi. But I can tell she loves every minute of it.
It’s the week before
Halloween and I’m trying to think of a way to ask Bella out, since the last
game is tomorrow and she’ll have some free time. I’m lost in planning it when I
hear shouting coming from the waiting area.
“Jake, you can’t show up
here at my place of work,” I hear Bella attempt to shout quietly at who I now
know is Jake.
“Who the fuck are you to
ask for back child support, and to order me to have a meeting first before I
can terminate my rights!” I look out my door to see Jake in Bella’s face. My
vision washes red as I walk out to protect what is mine.
“How is the fiancée
taking the news that you have two kids you want nothing to do with,” Bella
snaps back.
His face goes purple. “I
fucking knew you had some shit to do with that!” I watch Jake
start to raise his arm. Fuck!
“Keep raising that hand
and you will exit this building through that window.” I come up from behind
Bella. I can feel myself shaking in anger.
“You aren’t getting shit
out of me, bitch. I will see you in court.” He turns and leaves.
I gather Bella up in my
arms. “I want to kill him, please.”
I feel Bella shaking in
laughter before I hear her. “The kids love you too much, and you’ve grown on me
as well.” I miss her tucked into me the moment she pulls away.
I roll my eyes,
playfully telling her that I won’t kill him, only for the sake of the boys. I
then quickly change the subject to try to get her mind off what just happened.
I listen to her, and when I can see she’s calm, I ask if she’s okay.
I watch as she closes
her eyes. “Not really. He’s going to fight everything, but I just want him to
meet Damon. Maybe if I drop the back-child support…” she takes her bottom lip
between her teeth.
Over my dead body will
she give in, Damon will see that so-called man if it’s the last thing I do.
I think about the folder
full of incriminating evidence. “He won’t get his way. Don’t you drop a thing;
Jasper and Irina will get everything settled.”
I go back to my office
and make a phone call.
“Chief Swan.”
“Chief Swan, my name is
Edward Cullen.” I try to keep the disgust out of my voice.
“Edward Cullen?” His
voice is surprised.
I can’t help but grit my
teeth. “Yes, it appears that we have the same problem. A Jacob Black.”
He stays quiet on his
side.
“Damon wants to meet
him, and Bella is asking for the back child support that you filed for on her
behalf after Damon was born. Then she’s going to terminate his rights.
Considering everything,” I can't even continue, and I won’t call him a man.
“Bella deserves so much more, but this is what she wants.”
“What do you want me to
do?” I can hear the sadness in his voice, but I don’t care.
“Make it happen,
Charlie, you tell that dog to give Bella what she wants or I will take
everything he owns and I will spill all his dirty secrets and yours along the
way.” I don’t give him time to answer me before I hang up.
When Jasper informs us
that Jake has agreed to meet Damon, I hide my smile. Charlie finally did
something right.
Watching the interaction
of Jake and Damon makes me sick. That man could have this wonderful child in
his life, and he wants nothing.
Damon runs out and I
follow him. I find him sitting on a bench close to the elevator.
“I want a dad.” I can
hear the tears in his voice.
I sit next to him and
wrap my arm around him. “I know I’m not the man that helped create you, but I
will always be there when you need me.”
“I wish you were my
dad.”
“Between us, I wish I
was, too,” I whisper secretively in his ear.
He smiles hugely up at
me.
Bella comes up to us
with Lucian and says, “Let’s go home.”
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